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A lot has happened since my last post. My mother has had 2 strokes. My marriage is failing more day by day. So is my health. My son is suffering living is all of this. I am continuing counseling and also decided to go a step farther only to discover that I in fact suffer from PTSD. I thought only soldiers who had been thru a war could suffer from this. Apparently what I have been thru is tantamount to going thru a war. Everyday for me is a struggle physically, the pain is unreal. More and more new diagnoses keep coming. This puts a great financial strain on our family. 
I am forced to live in a situation that I do not want to be in because of my health situation.
I want so badly to be happy. I don't want the man I am married to now to feel obligated to me or pity me. I think he feels like he has to take care of me because I have no options.
I have begun writing novels and poetry. Poetry is just for fun. I hope the novels will catch someone's attention when I am done. I know that I am intelligent. I just need someone else to know it.
The other aspect that I discovered it a bit of a wild card. I have discovered that I am a TRUE EMPATH. I am very high up on the scale as to what I can accomplish. I will not elaborate on that. I am still learning. I am not sure why this is happening to me at such a great extent now. I realize though that it is a gift I have possessed my entire life. There may even be other words to describe it, and no I do not practice witchcraft.  I am very interested in finding out how far this gift reaches.
I a mother of 1 son, who is 29 We believe in God. I have and adore my 3 service dogs and 2 ESA cats. I have Service animals because I suffer from 9 autoimmune conditions which affect my nerves , bones, connective tissues and joints. I have had 15 surgeries, I live in pain 24/7 but I am very determined, very intelligent and it doesn't define me . In my spare time I enjoy writing books and poetry. I enjoy painting; collecting art. I like reading; collecting rare books, listening to music, of all genres,going to concerts. I have an extensive music collection. I also enjoy antiques, or just quirky old items. I am a collector of quality jewelry. I am also a major Gearhead,I feel the need, the need for speed. Traveling is also a given. I also enjoy Carolina Football. The Chiefs, The Steelers. Family is the 1 thing that is most important to me,I am fiercely loyal to my friends and family I am honest, faithful, loyal and believe integrity is a must.m

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