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New Days Ahead.

  I haven’t written in a very long time. My mother now has terminal metastatic breast cancer of the spinal bones and she is in very poor condition. Truthfully I don’t know how much longer she has to live nor do the doctors. She has been hospitalized twice for unexplained blood loss and transfusions. I love my mother and don’t know what I will do without her. My marriage has finally reached its end. I can no longer endured the isolation and non communication any longer. We have decided to end as friends at least for now. I hope that fact remains.   My son is still very ill. He has has 2 back surgeries since his car accident his senior year of high school and has not been able to matriculate to college or work. He will soon be 25 and I don’t know what to do to help him. I can barely help myself with all of my own health issues and now walking away from my marriage and the only support that I have.  Life is too short not to be happy though and I can no longer live the life t...